i've been neglecting this blog for the whole holidays but i will be back to blog more often because blogging can help to sort out my thoughts better. and i should really spend more time thinking about my life- what i wanna do in time to come, religion, how life will b like 5 years down the road. or at least what i would expect and achieve in the next year. you are right, life isnt all about studying, ballet or my family. i need to do some serious thinking. i can't believe i spent the last 20 years of my life (or maybe 15, since the first 5 years was when the brain wasn't developed yet) without putting any careful thought into the future. it just didn't occur to me the importance of finding out what i actually want and thinking through how i can actually change myself. but its never too late to start. i just need some me time away from everything.

first week of sch seemed like eternity. this sem will be tough, looking at the hectic schedule and heavy workload. and i really should prioritise my time better. friends will be flying back soon and i haven't met them enough!:(