sighh im really tired and i should be sleeping at this time. but i just need to get some things off my chest because i've been keeping this to myself for real long. uni is starting, and im excited. but the truth is, im rather sad tt so many of my close friends are gg away for their studies. ok this may sound selfish but i guess its inevitable. yes no doubt tt everyone has to go his or her way to pursue their dreams. but the reality is just so harsh. just when u thot u've made the bestest friends on earth, they'll leave u for so long. just when u've made a really close friend at work, u'll have to stop seeing her suddenly. some friendships will last a lifetime, and im sure that we will still stay in contact. but its different. its just weird to know tt ppl who used to sit next to each other in cls will lead such different lives. just think about it, we can no longer go out for supper for bout4 yrs and we can no longer gossip about anything under the sun. sighh. im sad that xianghong and zhiying are leaving. im sad tt socky is leaving. im sad tt jalene is leaving. and most of all, im sad tt bro is leaving.

i know its not e end. there's still so many friends n family arnd me. theres still the internet and phone whr we can maintain in contact. and theres still new friends tt i have yet to meet in uni. and i should be glad tt everyone is given the opportunity to pursue what they like, fulfilling their dreams, and preparing to fly high in the future. yes i uds all of this, its just tt.......