i went downstairs with $2 the other day to buy a loaf of bread. didnt bring more cash because i was certain this amt was enough. went into 7-eleven, chose a loaf and went to pay. only then did i realise tt e loaf costs $2.10 and i didnt have enough money. so i had no choice but to buy a smaller loaf of bread tt costs $1.85. and the whole pt of saying this is tt everything is so expensive now! gosh i rmbed tt we could get a extra large loaf of bread in e past for just $1. but i guess we cant anymore. the whole of my apec's pay has been spent on my driving lessons. and i would have to fork out more if i were to fail or if i need more lessons. sighhh

went to xh's house this aftrnoon for a short task. had a nice time talking(: and shes pretty today hahaha. i once heard someone say tt our secondary sch frens will be our lifelong frens. how i hope this will be true(: mind cafe on tues my dears!

and! i went for a jog tonight! woo! i havent jogged since p.e. lessons stopped, which was prob during aug or sept last yr. so it has been half a yr since i stopped running! gosh. my bro says its better to run at night- tho i always thot it was better to go jogging in e morning cos the air will prob be fresher when e plants start photosynthesis. but his reasoning sounded quite right too. e air shld be e freshest at night cos e plants have undergone photosynthesis for the whole day, replenishing e amt of O2 in e air. hahaha. i miss sci lessons. boo

my life isnt exactly v interesting but little snipets here and there does make me feel tt i wouldnt mind living a life like tt. tho i would prefer v much to be studying right now, and stuffing my brain w more info. but this period of relaxation truly allows me to reflect abt what my interests are, my priorities etc. there probably wont be a time like this in e near future. hmmm

im munching on cny snacks. gosh they have been in my house since decades ago. and theres still more taiwan snacks and new snacks in my house. ahhh if we were to finish all these i bet our weights will start increasing exponentially. if anyone needs snacks tell me k


went to nus open house this morning with xh. was pretty informative, as compared to the same talk last year and we've more or less decided on e course to take. hmm uni life seems fun, but according to e person i asked, e curriculum is VIGOROUS. sighh i really dont know what to expect. everything seems so uncertain now.

and im starting to feel the need to find a job again. apec was a good experience. so i shldnt expect too much of the next job i were to have. ahh but i need to find one soon. theres still 4 more mths before uni starts and life cant go on like tt...

the 6 yrs in dhs has officially ended. now tt everything is known, its time for us to move ahead and plan for the future(:

everything will be known in about 14.5hrs later. gosh im getting the jitters already. i really wonder how things would turn out. not like we're in any position to determine tt now. its all up to fate, and i really do hope it goes well for all.



theres a path so nicely paved out already. yet this path is so fragile....