we got silver.


but im really proud of it=)






10 of us went to bugis for dinner cum celebration. it has been a long time since i have enjoyed myself this much. total relaxation and relief from stress.

but let's get back to reality

it's syf today.

syf can really do wonders. it can make 12 people who totally didnt know each other to bond tgt. it can create so much stress in one, even to e extent of breaking up friendships. it can cause one to feel nervous, excited, scared- a mix of emotions all at once, at the moment on stage. it can cause one to break down and cry the moment the dance is completed, due to slight mistakes/ relief that it is all over. it can bring back past wonderful memories (phoebe, jo-ann, jiamin, joy, germaine, lynette, amanda, qien). and foremost, it can make us truely passionate about dance.



true thanks to all those that helped/ encouraged/ supported
i still cant believe that it is over

how much i wish to be able to express myself better, to tell the wudao ppl tt they did a good job. we were the audience today. so were the judges. e dance was good. and now that its over, just look ahead and hope for e best tmr. no matter what we are proud of u. it was through this syf tt u guys really bonded, it was through this syf tt u all improved and matured so much. cheer up

reading dorothys and wenjies blog really make me wanna cry

i have to admit that i am stressed. about syf and the upcoming tests. gosh syf is like ten days away!??! and the junior high's syf is on tues! all e best! i think i will probably be freaking out this time next week and thinking of the dance moves every single moment when im free. and theres SPA next week! lucky for the physics ppl who have experienced what it is like for e actual SPA already. and lucky its our own sch teachers with us or i'll just die of stress or something. my hand will probably be trembling without control when pressing the burette clip. lol. and just hope that my dearest calculator wont play a prank on me on tt day. theres 2.4km run on fri too=X

gahh this is such a difficult decision. to go for more? do you think i can afford the time? if we were home schooling i'll gladly do so.

went for late night supper last night with xianghong zhiying and amelia! yay we had such a nice time. nice cakes! haha. but too bad my parents didnt allow me to stay over. think they had a lot of fun!=)

how contradictory. im complaining tt i am stressed because theres so many things to be done within such a short period of time on one end, and on e other, im spending so much time out, spending so much of my time stoning, coming online, playing games etc. gahh

why did we choose to take part in syf when we have had such a short preparation time? who in the right mind would make that decision when we have so little participants? eleven more days to the actual competition. 6 more practices. thats definitely not enough. but will more help? we have put in effort practising for it. but are we ready? the school spent so much money on costumes, paying for the instructor. but what im afraid is tt we'll let them all down. watching previous years' syf made me think: luls agreed to us joining e competition e other time, was because we persuaded her and she thot that there were less schs competing in e international dance category. was it the right thing to do? or was it an act of selfishness that we made just because of our passion for dance?
25th april- im really scared. seriously. never in the previous syfs and pformances did i ever have this feeling.
26th april- im just afraid that i'll burst out crying on hearing the results.

i feel like giving up all of a sudden
theres too many things. but too little time

i should have started blogging earlier just now. haha pw is ending already.

syf is coming. time is passing so quickly! cant believe that the csdance syf is next week. and ours is the week after next. gosh. and in addition to that we have tons of work piled up for us. bio test chem test A LEVEL SPA PW and so many more! no doubt that we are getting v stressed out nowadays. gahh is this what jc life is like?

but luckily the yr 5 teachers are really nice! haha and cool too! just like mdm koh who has a pencil box tt writes " go girl"! woots. haha so funny

lessons are as per normal nowadays. but cant help but stone off during lessons at times. esp during lessons tt dont interest me. like gp. mr cave is v nice but its the subject. but come to think of it, guess we have to learn to start liking e subject so that we can enjoy what we are doing n do well in the subject. its our interest that really affects how we view the subject so i guess we just to be positive as accept n like gp. haha cos its not like we have the choice to drop gp. i'll be the first one to drop if i have e chance.

went for dance this morning in sch.

liangls: why are u all not feeling the stress yet? im very stressed already.

this got me thinking. well frankly speaking i think most of us are quite stressed about the coming syf and we are all working hard. but there's just this person(s) that is really irritating and missing practices without proper reasons. ok its not like me to talk bad about someone so openly on e blog but ya, some irresponsible person is getting on my nerves. and i still thot her attitude was improving. wth. now i know why wls used to get so irritated with ppl being absent from practices.



watched syf dance by wudao the first time since it was completed. it was really good! to say the truth i almost teared while watching them dance this morning. im not trying to act like an emo senior that tries to flatter her juniors when syf is nearing. but its from deep inside my heart. u guys are great! every single one of u improved so much and i can really see how much effort each and every one of u have put in! this is what syf really means. ok maybe part of it is about the award achieved in e end, but most importantly is the friendship and unity formed during the dance practice process. syf involves a group dance and it is definitely not a solo piece. everyone plays a large part in it no matter where u are standing or wad actions u are doing. on stage, we just have to do our best and showcase what we have been preparing for the past months. cs dance jiayou! do the sch proud! i have full confidence that u all will bring us pride=) supporting u guys all e way


today is a great day.
happy, sense of fulfillment, sense of accomplishment, joy, content, laughter, pride