looking ahead

Sunday, December 31, 2006

its the last day of 2006 already. everything is passing so quickly and before we know it, school would have started already and the test/ exam stress would be back. gosh i wonder if i remember how to think! havent been using my brain for the past 2 months. hm so many things happened in the previous year. more of memorable and enjoyable events i guess. with 4k, cs wudao etc. and the many many decisions and options we had to make this year, which i guess will make a great impact on our lives in the future.

new year's day tmr! hee time for new year resolutions once again!

Friday, December 29, 2006

2 weeks passed since the boy enlisted. haha yay he's back again! but with the tekong cough, as they say. went back to watch wudao today. i like the new dance! i'll never be able to hold tt sort of fan cos my fingers' coordination is pathetic.

dont know if i'm up to it. next yr is really a big question mark. but watching them bring back great memories and i'm really itching to join them. haha let's leave it to fate

Thursday, December 28, 2006

the internet here is really slow and the only thing tt wrks well is msn. lol so i shall resort to games like solitiare and freecell these few days.

went back to sch yesterday for xtreme matters. helped out in the decor stuffs, and me and xh managed to make a nice net! haha and hope the shells will stay when the glue dries. left after lunch in sch. hee ate yongtaufoo! havent ate it for 2 months! nice=) went to plaza sing with zhiying and xianghong cos xh wanted to buy some stuffs. met liangls and zhongls outside carrefour! haha really pro of xh to carry tt bag of heavy FOOD stuffs around. lol

jean's party at cy's house today! haha it was quite funny tho there were definitely silent moments around. cant believe time is passing so quickly. cant believe 4 yrs in dhs has passed and yr 5 is going to begin in less than a week=X next yr seems so unsure. gahh





wonders of water: the flower lee hung gave us on xmas day was dying when i left ms lee's house. the stem was practically like rubber, where it could bend in any direction. but a day later after placing it in a vase of water, the stem was upright and hard again. how great turgor pressure is. lol this is so random

Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Xmas!

met jiajia alaina mel alisha cheerene leehung before going to the party. potato salad!! haha and i love watching the nz workshop video! the hiphop items were really cool! esp the upside down one. haha

left the party and we had to send the boy back to pasir ris interchange to return to tekong. MISS YOU! he told us so many stories. and tt the past week is considered slack because it was only the first week. gosh he had SO MANY bruises on his knees tho =X 4 more days to the next long return! hahaha for the new year! wosh! school is going to reopen! im nt tt looking forward to e first 3 days tho.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

went to sentosa ytd with cs. haha self entertaining seniors. but had alot of fun=) and fengyi!! our little secret. LOL

didnt do much today. but i'm happy! reason one being: my bro is back! yay!! but he will be returning to tekong tmr night so i guess we wont have much time tgt. hope i will make it in time to send him back tmr night aftr the party. HOPE=X reason two: i cut my hair! like finally. lol have been saying tt i wanna cut my hair since before nanjing which is like 3 mths ago.

hope tmrs party will be fun!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

the best gift anyone can give me is to appreciate what i have done.

thank you

Monday, December 18, 2006

things are just different. i dont know how to explain them.

gahh can you believe it school is going to reopen in 2 weeks time! i felt like i only had 2 wks of holiday! goshh! and i forgot how to think! looking at the past yrs worksheets, i cant seem to remember anything. sheeshh

room packing is taking such a long time. i didnt know my room was that messy. hmm 1/4 more to go!

Sunday, December 17, 2006

feeling much better now. and it has been 3 days since the boy enlisted. guess he's lucky tt it has been raining for the past few days so theres not much vigorous training involved. i miss playing the pus tho. lol

liqi: what sch are you in?
me: dhs
liqi: OH! what level?
me: next yr J1
liqi: wahh! i thought u were in uni leh!
me: !!

gosh! do i look that old? the other time during the melbourne trip, a lady from the tour grp asked my mum if i was older than my bro! i thought it was v obvious tt my bro was older. gosh =X somehow 16 seems so OLD..

Friday, December 15, 2006



went to pulau tekong this afternoon for it was my bro's enlistment day to the army. the day itself didnt start out right. i was holding back my tears from the moment we left home, and everything came pouring out when we were in the lift. sheeshh never thought i would be so emotional. this isnt the first time the boy is leaving home but yea, i do miss him. in fact i miss him already. we reached pasir ris way earlier than required and spent some time walking around the area, in white sands. i practically walked arnd the area in tears, so embarrassing, come to think of it. left for tekong first in a bus to changi ferry terminal and then took a ferry to the island.

they took us around the island for a short tour before the oath taking ceremony. i got a huge shock when an old woman in our grp fell! gosh, hope shes alright. they didnt allow us to take pictures so i got the above pic from the internet. haha but in all, i guess the soldiers will be v well taken care of there so theres nth much for parents to worry.

after the food tasting ceremony, where we were simply given a plate of rice, it was time for farewell. the food was nice, but the portion was huge! such a waste tt more than half a plate was thrown away=X walked back to the ferry tgt with the boy and tears started sprouting out again. gahh i couldnt control tt. it was so embarrassing when i was the only idiot around there crying. i didnt even manage to talk to the boy, amidst of those tears and chokes. ok i admit tt i was a little dramatic but i just couldnt control it. gahh i just dont know how to hold back my tears. hmm but i'm sure all will be well.

he will be returning on christmas!! =)) first year of my life where im looking forward so much to christmas!! will never forget today in my entire life, hadnt cried so much in a day probably since i was 5. but tts not the point. its really a once in a life time experience for me and yea, learnt tt i should learn how to control my emotions=X heee i love the boy!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

went swimming this morning. haha not bad la managed to swim quite a few laps. and i like the sauna in the bathroom! haha wanted to spend 15 mins inside but my family were waiting so in the end i only spent about 5 mins inside. haha

my bro was quiet during dinner tonight. sigh guess i know why. grandma cooked all of his favourite foods today. i really wonder how diff life will be after he goes into e army. i will prob be staring at e computer/ tv screen e whole day long. sigh

hamstring archilles hip- things are just nt right

Wednesday, December 13, 2006
















2 very nice movies i watched on the plane while going to/coming back from melbourne. hee its a MUST watch! and im watching happy feet soon!=)


it sucks to have hurting hamstrings. i wanna dance

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

6 day tour in melbourne + 3 day stay in langkawi sure is tiring. but it was good i guess. great bonding time for us and i love melbourne! haha so peaceful and orderly=) haha didnt shop much but bought ALOT of food. we are all well nourished now. if you know what i mean. lol

saw a rainbow in the plane today! hee reminds me of e aeroplane show=) i miss tt show so much

new craze over spongebob! my new love! lol!

Monday, December 04, 2006

hm will be leaving for the airport in about 2 hours time. flying off at about 9. hmm hope this trip will be gd. hee=)

enjoy yourselves at the chalet!=)

hm will be leaving for the airport in about 2 hours time. flying off at about 9. hmm hope this trip will be gd. hee=)

enjoy yourselves at the chalet!=)

Book review

before i start,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANGHONG!!

hm just finished reading this bk titled hip hop high school. thought it was a v typical book at first where the female character in school goes through a series of unfortunate events before landing in a ideal situation of love and success. but e book has more to tt. i was tearing at the end of the book, and this was rare. the only other book tt i actually cried when reading was harry potter. haha emo huh.

family ties are important. no matter how much your parents seem to scold you over the littlest/ seemingly most unimportant matters. but they have a reason to do so and i think tt as sons/daughters, the least we can do is to help them with some household chores or joke around with them, making them happy so as to relief some of their stress from work.

"Good things happen to people who try" as quoted from the book. indeed, how do you know you cant do it before even trying? some say tt there is nothing impossible. i dont agree, but theres no harm giving it a try so that one can gauge his/her limitations before continuing on what he/she is doing right? never underestimate oneself, but never be overconfident too

in the book, there was this teacher Mr W that always scolded the students. not exactly scold but in our terms, niao. the students hated him because he was strict as well, giving them Cs or even Ds for their essays. but in the end, he was the one tt helped them. he sent in applications to the university for his student, because of one thing. mr W: because i care for my students. hm meaningful ya. and this reflects one of my teachers in e exact way. haha.

haha was just v inspired after reading tt book. haha will blog again later i think. before i leave for melbourne. hahaha

Sunday, December 03, 2006

the performance is over! haha. it was good i think. good exposure for us and we all did great! haha luckily didnt see many i know. or i would probably freak. haha and ms lee was really nice throughout the whole thing with the encouragements=)) ballet woots!

e korean girl is really nice=)) haha and cute too! learnt quite abit of korean this time round and hopefully we will be able to rmb. haha esp jin zhong hae! and da ng kiapta! haha since everybody kept saying tt abt themselves. lol

leaving tmr for melbourne. hope there will be triumph in the skies on the plane! haha i hope but i doubt. yay i like sitting aeroplances! hm but dont like night flights. because i dont seem to be able to sleep upright on tt seat. i just like the food and the TV!! haha tts e main thing la. lol. i think im going to spend a lot this time. HAHA