holidays seem to pass quite slowly. not that i mind tho. haha. slping for more than 12 hrs each day. ultimate slacking

im scared. you may say im weak to be afraid of such minor things. but this shows how much i respect her.

u are right. i am lonely. miss-

nth much to blog about. just tt this is going to be a really busy holiday.
a holiday very different from the usual



i just dun uds. everyone out there is so concerned about u. yet u are still acting in such a childish manner. so what if u dont get in? we have our reasons and u shld respect our decision. nt being in doesnt mean u cant contribute at all right? i thought u would uds aftr a while. but guess we are wrong. can u pls be more matured and look at things in a diff light? i know i may sound abit crude. u may say i dun uds how u feel. but we are concerned. we really are. hope u would uds

yay! last day of school today! long break ahead! dont really have to go back to sch but the projs and hw piled up on us is really shocking! omg. tried doing some just now. but e ironic thing is although there is so much to do, when i opened my file to find sth to do. somehow i just dno wad to start with. so ended up not doing any. lol.

ballet was inspiring today.

i really miss cs
ALOT

xieren ytd. sigh time really flies. really cant imagine that 4 yrs just passed so quickly. happy that we can finally hand over and let go of the heavy responsibilities. but sad too. many bu4 she2 de2 s. but like what they say we have to learn to let go.
when we first shangren, never knew what it was like. didnt know wad to do for the first 2 mths or so because yihui didnt pass me anything nor give me any instructions. didnt know the rest of the com members well as i was only in wudao, unlike many others who had 2 or more grps. darren led well. tho there are definitely disagreements and arguments. but we pulled through. we overcomed the difficulties faced and everything went well. even better than wad we expected. our hardwrk n efforts did nt go to waste. qingchun'06 went v well! it couldnt have happened if nt for e unity and efforts everyone of us put in. sense of accomplishment. a really nice feeling. last mth in com was memorable. we really are united. we could talk to one another. frm a grp of people tt nv or rarely talk, to one tt is able to laugh n share.

i love com'0506!!
darren jeanine huanglin fengyi jiamin hanzhen chengmeng yanpeng yanyu junli wanye chinyang hexun claire shanshan yuru anting yuan qianbing yenyee june yuntong
i love cs!

com'0607 jiayou! u all can do it!=))

i wish u could handle it with more maturity. this is life. nth is perfect. we have to learn to accept things for what they are. there is still a long way ahead.

i dun feel comfortable with u

went for big walk this morning. haha nice experience n way of losing fats. lol

time when all e results for the first semester are coming in. FLOPPED

ballet is fun. but..

5 days. somehow i dont want it to come. tho i remember just weeks ago, i was dying for it to come. ironic but life is always like this.

not copying during lectures, talking when teachers are teaching, greater tendency to fall aslp during lessons.
i seriously need a long break from sch.

regretting my choices time n time again. tell me how?

super slack day today. have been slping alot these days. prob to make up e slp i lost during e past wks of qingchun. haha abit -.- cux its like so long ago but ah wells.
hw hw hw hw. is tt wad sch is about? i think theres more to it

xieren nxt wk. gosh

seriously i didnt gt e hint until u told me so blatantly about it today. know wad. i would be lying if i said i have no feelings. but is this e right time? im really sry. letting u down time n time again

vesak day tmr. yay no sch! haha i seriously need a break. although lessons for the past wk have been quite slack as most of the teachers are nt in sch but away taking care of the level camps.

have been going for ballet for the past 4 days. haha sth i have accomplished n am proud of this wk! haha tho truthfully i can feel the drop in standard. haix can only blame myself for being so irregular.

csp essay
bio proj( reproduction in humans)
chem assignment
physics assignment
math assignment + revisionx2
bio ws( which i dun uds)
geog ws2?
postcards letters
SLEEP

-things i have to complete this wkend. nt exactly a wkend im looking forward to

was slacking like hell last wk. and this wk just because e sec 1-3s are gone for level camp, all our wrk is piling up! haix cant even finish half of them. the term is ending soon in 2-3 wks. cant wait really

means xieren is coming soon

i really appreciate all that u have done for me. really. haix but sometimes i really feel bad. as in i have not been a gd fren. ok even e personality test tells me that im an antisocial idiot but ya. just wanna say a thanks to u. sry for nt being there when u need me. my time management is poor. im really sry. n thx

slacking for the whole of today. in other words simply rotted at home. slpt quite late last night listening to the election results. no change la. haha much better than what i expected. wonder what the results would be like 5 yrs down the road when we gt to vote. woke up at 10+. ate breakfast den slpt again at 12. all the way to 2. omg. longest i have slpt for a long time. didnt touch books at all for e past wk. ever since qingchun. nt in a mood for studying la. cant blame me right

looking forward to tmrs career guidance. seriously i have no idea wad im going to do in the future.

haha kept playing with photoshop. oops

election day today. quite exciting to listen to the results. kind of nerve-wreaking too. haha glad all is going well.

thanks for telling this to me.

haix made me think. am i that untrustworthy? m i tt not worthy to share ones probs? it has been so long. mayb im nt tt close to u. is that really the reason? because i know i treat you as a close fren

had 2.4 today. was super tired and think my stamina really dropped. thx jm for pulling me along! haha had a nice talk b4 and aftr the run=) it seemed only like yesterday when we gt into com. and gt to know e fellow com members better.

cca and subject options given to us today. sorta made up my mind already tho i still have no plans on what im going to do for e future. i seriously need carreer guidance. i will pay full attention on monday! haha.

been in e slacking mode ever since qingchun ended. ya true tt theres no tests this wk n nxt but ya. just too slack nt even listening during lessons. post qingchun symptoms? it has got to b changed

im really worried. glad tt its nth serious

i find tt i cant confide in u anymore.

was super tired for the whole of today. stoned- during entire e&i. but not exactly rare right? haha. but guess i would come to regret it in the future. mengshuens talk during chi was entertaining. haha gd one. future politician of singapore.

packed fuzhuang during recess. den because we were in huisuo. we didnt hear the bell! n i was still saying ok lets go back to class. i shall be early for math. den when we walked to the hall we saw the clock and it wrote 1115! 15 mins late for lessons! ohman haha this was e latest i ever was for a lesson aftr recess. luckily wasnt scolded. amusing story told to me abt another cls. haha

slpt for 2 hrs in the aftrnoon. had nth to do. this wk seems so slack with qingchun over

2.4 on fri! ohman i dun wanna run. top thighs! sheesh and gt ballet aftr tt. will b dead stiff

counting down to that day.

i want to stay. because this is whr my passion lies.

qingchun is over! time really flies. it was like 24 hrs ago when we were still preparing so hard for it. getting stressed up and nervous about the performance. it was really good. the experience, the memories and the performance was a success!! really enjoyed it. yay! all our hard work paid off! i LOVE cs!!

happy that it all went well. happy that all our efforts for the past few months paid off. happy for all e fun laughter joy we had together.

but really. i will miss qingchun. feels weird without having to worry about qingchun stuffs and wudao practices. this is e last prfmance sec 4s are having. means we are retiring v soon. yes again happy that we can xieren. we are all tired. esp those having os, they really need the time for studying. but ya com05-06 really rawked! CS is really nice!

truthfully, i never experienced such unity and friendship in my life before. CS made me uds these better. i wonder how life would be like w/o it

another dilema of whether to quit or not. tell me how

thanks so much