looking ahead

Sunday, March 26, 2006

projs tests hw cca concert. piling up one aftr. when can all of these end? i admit i cant cope anymore. n im nt tt irresponsible to give up all tt im spposed to do. let results drop first n pick it up later? when will e later come? this yr? nxt?

stressed- guess everyone's feeling this way now.

i feel two-faced. being so nice to u for a moment. getting so irritated at e nxt. haix but i dno. i dno wad i shld do.

i uds wad u mean when u told me u were lonely. im feeling e exact same way now. just.. in another way

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

some how i feel out of place.


feeling slack. yet theres so much more to do.


all around us. i wonder when it would be my turn and how it would be like

Sunday, March 19, 2006

sch is to reopen tmr. not like there was really a hol for many of us. with the upcoming concerts and tests. im nt surprised to find many getting really stressed up over sch. i miss sec 3 life where everyting seemed so relax. tho we are nt as bad as those taking os, but still e stress is there and the prob now is. i dno how to cope with stress

i dun want tmr to come sumhow.

used to be my passion. now i dno wad to call it

Saturday, March 18, 2006

i bet you a million bucks i cant catch up
yes stay positive. but i cant keep this -heck care- attitude any longer. this cant continue. yet i dun know how to stop it.

the blog me seems so different from the me you see. i dun know which one is the real me.
-complicated

Friday, March 17, 2006

i cant wait for a trouble-free day. jux give me a day without troubles and stress.

im really going to break down soon

we have to be strong. so ironic somehow

i dno how to express myself in words. im sry

Thursday, March 02, 2006

feeling high at a moment
very low the next
problems come one after another
yes this is life
i cant wait for it to be over
tho some part of me cant wait for it to come