why are the problems coming on after another?
why didnt such problems occur in the past?
is this what life is about?
am i giving alot of problems?
all i can say is im sorry

so many projs piling up on us now. and the STEP buddies are coming in a wks time. time really flies man. i wonder whats more there can be to my life. things are not exactly looking very good to me. tho i would try my best to stay positive. i wont be surprised if i break down some day. arghh

we have to pull through this together
n i believe that we can do so
stay optimistic k
certain setbacks in life cannot be avoided
thx for being there for me=)
love you gal!

stressed out-
yet im still here slacking
its e problem with my attitude again
e heck care attitude
so many things going on these days
3 tests next wk
rehs practices
i wun b surprised if i see a big red mark on all of my tests
showing how lousy my standard is in cls
arghh
i need some medicine
that can make me do well without studying man
haha maybe someone can invent tt nxt time
=)

im on e verge of breaking down
sry

i uds why u blame me
its not my choice
partially yes i admit
but im really sry
i nv knew u felt this way
thanks for all tt u have done for me


sry

y isit that i feel so uncomfortable talking to u
we r just frens rite

today was sian. doing e rally speech for e whole of today

y do i have a bad feeling tt tis is a bad yr for me?

i guess i was insensitive
maybe things arent that simple anymore
things ARE getting serious
we should do sth about it
but what?

went for g8 cls today and reh aftr tt. both were ok. reh was quite fun haha thx jm haha dear!=)) but nt sure if i made e right choice to take part in e concert. concert is on 5th aug and eoys are like at the end of aug. im afraid tt i cant cope grades dropping already

the stress is back
i dun like it

im going to explode any moment now if this continues. cant you jux be more matured and think about things from a brighter side? do i look like im doing tt oso?! im facing as much probs as u ok.. y dun u think bout ppl less fortunate than u? theres ppl out there struggling to live n u are here trying to -- . theres much more doing worse off than u. tis is jux a small part in life and tis is wads happening. how are u going to strive in e society next time?


olevel results out today. dhs did well! sec 4s'05 did us proud really. envious of them

lots of free period today due to tchers needing to go n sort e results. haix things arent going v smoothly somehow thinking tt tchers are getting a worse impression of me. have i done anything wrong?

happy in 4k
envious in viewing gallery
frustrated at home
exploding online

had cny celebrations today. thot that e 2nd perfrmance for e lower sec was better tho e response was well.. think it was kinda rude somehow too sigh


watched i not stupid2 today. super touching and i cried ALOT. haha crying so much for e first time when watching a movie. haha was paiseh. haha but e show was really nice and could really relate it to our lives.
loneliness parental arguements sch/peer pressure parental support priorities



hope we can settle it together
tho i simply wish to wash my hands off this