hmm...stayed at home for e past few days doing nothing.. trying to motivate myself to complete my hol hw asap but as usual.. unsuccessful.. but at least i wasnt rotting at hm today.. went to jobi's hse in the morning to discuss bout e STEP proj.. gt v restless at a point of time but luckily was entertained by the twist of fate music=)) the musical is great manx.. went to watch it last night.. with clsmates.. hahax.. bj n her funny jks again..

rushed for ballet aftr dat.. had reh.. ok la but seriously i think im losing it.. im nt even enjoying myself when doing stomp.. STOMP lehh.. oh man.. this is seriously nt looking v gd.. tried out some choreography by ms lee.. but seriously have second thoughts about joining e concert.. heard that there will b another aud?? arghh ..if i were to join i definitely need to go for it rite.. which i am nt planning to la.. arghhh.. but tink she put my name down already? dno how to approach her to tell her bout it..

mum was toking to us about how fortunate we are in the car ride hm today.. cux kor had a job attachment at a hospital and he told us about some patients he saw in the hospital today... one had a very serious case of diabetes and her arm was v swollen.. she had gone for many operations but during one.. sthg happened cant exactly rmb n some of the fluid flowed out of the blood vessel causing a boil.. now instead of feeling her heart beat she can actually see her heart beating.. through the contractions of the boil.. hmm.. true wad is the most important in life is actually ur health.. as in u can be rich but if u dun take care of urself well.. u would suffer... we should be grateful and appreciate what we have now...

y does love in drama serials seem so perfect and simple to achieve?

shall blog bout yestrday first..
had quite a productive day yesterday.. cleaned my room unpacked my luggage ( aftr one wk).. cooked dinner.. n watched e spirit: stallion of the ? show.. hahax.. forgot e title n lazy to check.. but e show was really nice.. n touching.. about horses.. love n filial piety.. super nice!
today.. was v tired in e morning.. den went for cls later in the evening lo.. grade6.. worked but felt lots of calves too.. sheesh lo tmr gt cls but i cant go because im going to watch the twist of fate musical.. sigh expecting a scolding soon.. cux havent been regular since my return to spore.. arghh .. have been going for like alternate days? gahh

how well one does in school does matter.. but it is still not as important as ones character

i've learnt sth today

realised that my posts nowadays are mainly about ballet.. BUT the bad thing is that.. instead of typing things like "yay i went for ballet today.. ballet was so fun today".. i am writing negative stuff like "arghh so not in the mood for dancing today.. i am not motivated to go for clses" and stuff.. this is NOT looking gd manx..

cls at 245 today was ok.. in fact pretty slack but i kinda enjoyed it.. excluding the part aftr cls whr we had to stay back and stretch.. BUT cls at 615 was.. err... bad for me i guess.. others enjoyed it pretty much i could see but nt me.. was super off and didnt feel like working at all.. she didnt pay much attention to me as well but ah wells who cares..

really losing it.. for real this time.. i jux dno how to tell her

had wudao yestrday.. wasnt very motivated to work either.. hmm.. fan dance is nice i guess.. but jux difficult because of the fast movements... aftr wudao went with jean to the library.. spent a LONG time there..ahahx.. but wont be seeing her for some time because there wont be sch..

planning to go for ballet later.. sigh just feel so UNmotivated.. guess i still enjoy e feeling when im dancing.. but i jux dont have the discipline to pick myself up and go for cls.. despite e fact that crestar is so near my house.. gahhh n i dno how to tell ms lee what i tink i shld do

US pple coming back today.. miss all of u guys loads.. take care

lazy

still too lazy to blog about e STEP trip.. shall briefly write bout the main events

Loy Krathong festival was fun.. we had dinner on board a boat n e food was really gd!! hahax.. n aftr that we had karaoke session too.. tink joy can sing really well.. hahax.. tt was e most memorable nite i guess.. n nt to forget e farewell dinner.. firstly was my dressing n my make up that i couldnt forget.. hahx.. one word to describe.. horrible n unforgetable.. argghh.. but e nite was really fun.. we were all v high and ya.. e atmosphere was v fun n gd.. almost cried at e end of it tho i didnt.. STEP'05-06.. we rawk!

haix.. not again.. this is happening all over again.. wanted to take part in mr ferrers concert but cant becux i wouldnt b in spore at that time.. n now e dilema is whether i wanna take part in e concert in aug.. was planning to stop aftr dec.. but.. now.. arghhh.. i dno!

back

back from thai trip.. really tired shall blog about it some other day.. from the bottom of my heart.. i really enjoyed it!

read phoe's blog.. im going to do the same.. but quite hard to let go

tmr

going off to thai tmr... guess i would still b coming online ltr tonite.. arrghh.. nt exactly looking forward to it.. although our vp said that he is so excited bout tis trip.. gahh.. im more like dreading it to come.. NOT looking forward to it at all.. 8 days.. sigh

haven blogged for quite some time.. was v busy over reh for e prfmance yestrday.. but turned out to b quite a flop la.. n there was like so little ppl watching us? half of which are parents of perfmers?!hahax.. n stayed for 245 n 615 cls yestrday so was like dancing e whole day? tho e mood wasnt really there.. cux most of us r really tired already..

last day of sch on fri.. guess we wont b seeing each other till nxt yr ba.. 3k rocks man! hahx..both clsmates n tchers included.. i really laughed alot this yr.. n enjoyed e times in e cls.. although its abit stressful with everyone so concerned bout results.. but guess nt la.. cux diff ppl have diff ways of studying so its acty up to u if u want to stress urself up or wad.. but really.. enjoyed e times laughing over kh n weilins lame jks.. n bjs too if u r willing to listen.. haha..tchers were great too except for --.. but overall v nice la.. ms yaps nt teaching us anymore nxt yr.. sigh.. she was really a gd tcher.. thot us all she knew.. n is really nice! mr ng mrs bok mr ken mdm lim ms chia xiaolaoshi.. hope all of them will teach us again nxt yr.. tho for mdm lim it is impossible becux she is jux a relief.. hope nxt yr will b jux as enjoyable.. threeK`05! fourK`06!=)

will b going for ballet ltr.. last cls before i leave.. hope i would really b able to wrk n enjoy myself..=)

severely lacking of slp these few days.. reaching hm so late at nite every day.. sigh..

tmr gt chem lab leh.. wonder wad we are going to do.. i dun mind if its titration.. kinda tedious but feel gd when able to obtain the correct titration... hahax.. but hope its nt some acid test or wad.. gahh.. n have to see --- .. which i tink is ---.. chi tmr xiao laoshi's letting us do our hol hw.. tink im going to end up slping.. cant b bothered YET la.. gahhh

at least she cleaned things up today.. will miss her..

haven packed for thai yet.. im jux so dead n last min

shall read weilins blog ltr.. recommended to me by others.. hahahax

display sci

dno wad happened to my tagboard.. disappeared

shall blog bout wad happened today.. quite an interesting day.. hahax

had pe for first period.. but tink it is cursed.. everytime when we have pe.. n when weilin forgets to wear her pe tee.. it would somehow rain during our pe lesson.. haven had pe since aftr exams.. miss volley!! ya den had chem n went com lab to do e online ws tingy.. ended up looking at blogs.. hahax.. bio.. we cut up a kidney! of a pig..think tt is v cool.. except for e fact that it stinked quite alot.. hahax..
aftr recess had lang arts.. watched some show.. forgot wads e title.. hahax.. cux we were nt acty paying attention rite?hahax.. only rmbed e part whr dey said sth like.. this person is dancing when all they showed was e persons face... n in e end we saw e teeth dancing? hahax.. super lame.. funny.. math.. left halfway becux of display sci.. felt kinda bad la.. cux we jux walked out of e cls lidat w/o saying anyting.. quite rude rite.. sry

display sci was cooL!!! loved e hands on activity.. hahax.. n we had to wear e 'astronout' suit! hahax.. v v v cool.. learnt quite alot.. n enjoyed myself!! hee..n e food was nice la.. dover mrt is nice.. crapping n toking to oxy n ker on e train..ahahx.. glad tt we 3 went together.. =)

read past entries in my blog till v late at night yesterday.. realised how much i have changed from sec 2 to 3... hahax.. both in my way of thinking and writing i guess.. much has happened this yr.. but everything is passing so quickly.. remembering how worried i was when i was about to take my g8 exam.. the dilema i had about i was going to take adv found this yr or not.. n all those stuff abt my new cls being super stressful.. hmm.. guess sec 3 life isnt that bad at all.. learnt alot this yr.. sch is ending in a wks time.. hmm.. kind of nt looking forward to the end of sch.. n e end of sec 3 life

went shopping for souvenirs today for e thai frens.. real difficult to actually find sth related to singapore.. got some things.. made some too.. hope everything is enough.. n hope e trip nxt wk would be fruitful n enjoyable

missing ballet tmr cux of e display sci wrkshop tingy.. hopefully i would enjoy it.. nxt whole wk wun b able to go for cls too cux nt in spore.. =(

felt kinda lousy aftr cls today.. but nvm la.. at least i was disciplined enough to go for cls.. i really didnt feel like going lo.. cux i reached hm at arnd 1615 and was really tired.. hmm.. n nt exactly fully recovered yet.. so yar.. didnt want to go for cls at first..

theres a dance show coming up on channel 8 9pm on weekdays.. tink it would b super cooll.. ahahx.. jeanette aws doing balllet!! wahhh

yesterday

shall blog bout yesterday.. cux its only e start of today..ahahx..

sch in e morning as usual.. 3 free periods bcux of siao laoshi wasnt here.. n we finished watching oklahoma..ahahx..nice musical la i guess.. e songs r nice!hee.. yup n bio n math were e only proper lessons we had.. math p n c.. tink its v hard lehh.. i cant seem to get it.. bio did some prac ws.. n nxt mon we r going to disect a kidney?!!hahax..tink its quite cool somehow..=)

went straight for wudao aftr lessons.. liang laoshi was there already.. n we gt halfway thru e new dance i tink.. e steps r damn chim!! for me...n its super tiring but guess it would be quite nice when its finished n when everythings polished up? heee..hopefully

went for ballet straight aftr wudao.. was super tired then.. one whole stretch of dancing.. did some reh at first.. but cant rmb anything la.. den we did g8.. brings back gd memories.. but didnt felt like i worked alot.. n cux i was kinda tired n hungry i guess i didnt really put in my best..

going for STEP briefing ltr..haix.. wonder wad time it would b until..

gt ballet too.. at 615.. i dun wanna do pointe! already aching in my left top thigh cux of yesterdays wudao i tink.. eekk..pointe!!

sick

arghh.. feeling kinda sick today.. SIAN-ED ... slpt alot today.. woke up at 10.. slpt again at 12.. slpt again at 5.. eating n slping the whole day through.. BAD

long day tmr.. sch wudao ballet.. hope i wun b too tired

STEP briefing on sat.. arghhh

feeling better

feeling much better aftr cls today.. ppl say that if u r having a flu u r nt spposed to exercise... but looks like its e other way round 4 me.. probably bcus my flu isnt v serious... concert in aug nxt yr.. looks like i have to b consistant n committed to e clses.. sighh.. wonder if i can cope.. hopefully my sch results wouldnt drop even more or things would b disastrous.. hahax.. she may have to forsake majors nxt yr.. hmm both a gd n bad thing for me i guess..

went to jean's hse to bake cookies today... wasnt feeling v right aftr sch.. probably bcux of e lessons in sch..investments ...ahahx.. but ive learnt hw to make paper aeroplanes!hahax..coolest thing of e wrkshop huh.. didnt do much in her hse la..didnt really help out too..jux ate... feel kinda bad.. n i gt kinda irritated too.. ah wells.. left my file at her hse!!wahh..ahahx.. jux so careless..

missed wudao today because of lessons.. tink really missed out alot.. kinda hard lehh.. dno if i would enjoy this dance.. nt v much so far

sick

sigh..have a feeling tt im getting real sick..


y mux tmr come so quickly? damn

lessons quite slack today.. except for bio


kinda nt looking forward to wed... in fact im dreading dat day