rotting away

haix practically rotting away the whole of today.. hmm.. didnt do anything fruitful at all except reading my bk n eating... eating n eating.. arghh


hmm... im losing it all again.. i bet tmr will b a big fat flop day n i will again b discouraged.. sigh


positive yes.. but nt in this

today pcd

jux returned from parent-child day...think its kinda a waste of time.. nthg much to blog about actually la.. ya den dey let our parents watch e LA films that we did.. luckily dey didnt show ours when my mum was there or i will b dead.. hahax.. but heard that it was shown.. sheeshh.. my face is gone man...

hahax..v happy today lehh.. dno y oso.. heeee...

HE toked to me today ok.. ahahx..so funny.. n i didnt dilate lo.. came up with dno wad crap when i was toking to amelia??hahahx... so funny...muahhaha... guess xh will know wad im toking about..


happy happy

parent child day

parent child day tmr.. shall blog more about it after it is over..

last day of sch for many today.. a pity that dhp students still have to go back for lessons until the 11th.. but i dun really mind la seriously.. cux if there was no sch i would probably be rotting at home the whole day doing nthg.. spring cleaning today too.. had to bring our tables to the d n d.. tmrs parent child day is going to be held there... think our cleaning was pretty efficient.. hahax.. our cls is clean now!! im proud to say

dno y.. when i was walking home jux now.. suddenly had this thought.. felt very proud of being a student frm dhs and being in cs suddenly.. can really feel that i belong there.. many things had happened since sec 1.. since we entered dhs.. its jux like a second home to us.. i dno.. -heart filled with emotion-..aftr e retiring ceremony today... i really felt like crying.. for the first time.. i almost cried.. teachers are passing on their knowledge to us.. doing all they can to help us.. we shld really appreciate their doings instead of disliking them or talking behind their backs when we get reprimanded.. sigh... im jux proud to say I AM FROM DHS! =)


was in a happy mood till u started it all again.. im nt blaming u.. but ... y r u so stubborn?

there r ups n downs in life that we have to face.. y make urself sad when u can stay positive? life would b much more fruitful if u do things with a positive attitude.. cheers!


HE called me when i was in ballet... wahahahahx

back to sch

starting lessons again... can only describe this in a word
BUSY

spitting vulgarities

im seriously going to spit out vulgarities very soon.. my bro is driving me mad.. he's jux going against everyting i say or do.. wth


gahhhh...in a dilema.. hate this feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at home

gt to get back home today.. cux grandma's away.. just for one day.. thats y i can come online in the afternoon!hahax.. but quite boring at home.. n e feeling of being in the hse alone is quite scary at times..

post exam activites today.. had general knowledge quiz in the morning.. 3k we rawk!!hahax.. geps general knowledge are jux gd la.. ya.. den had some talk about study skills.. haix.. brought up the topic of our results again...arghh... its already over.. wad do u expect us to do... sighx.. den aftr recess we gt to watch a movie.. nobody knows.. a jap movie.. tink its v nice.. n meaningful

realised how lucky we are.. we can get to go to sch.. we can have our parents by our side.. being there when we need help.. nt everyone is that fortunate.. we shld b glad that we have ppl around us that care for us.. we go to sch yet we complain nearly everyday that sch is boring meaningless..but do we knw that there r ppl out there that are dying to get to sch? and have we thought of what we would be like if we hadnt gone to sch? hmm.. getting so inspired aftr the movie.. hahahx

going for ballet ltr.. wonder if its set or free.. wonder wad we are going to do.. kinda feel like doing g8 tho.. wahahax

shld i or not..? it will really take up a lot of my time.. i dun know if i can commit myself to it.. especially when theres qingchun nxt yr.. n IF i were to take adv found..
guess its a choice between this and adv found...

tmr

sch tmr.. post exam activities.. wonder wad it would be like..

hope i will go for cls tmr..

just finished my math reflections.. just rmbed that parent child day is like.. NEXT SAT!!!?? ookk..sheesh

bored

arghh.. im seriously bored.. rotting away in my house.. arghh


kinda miss those days b4 exams
ok..
take back my words

yay

yay..went for ballet today.. ahahax..tink cls was kinda fun! e wrk phoeb n kel gave were nice!hahax.. mayb cux the wrk is frm sdt?! hahax.. inner thighs aching! thats a gd thing manx.. aching frm yesterdays wudao too.. =)

life aftr exams is nice.. SLACK! ahahx.. but kinda boring at times too

darn

gt back all my results today.. kinda disappointed in my geog n chem.. expected to do better but nvm .. since its over i shldnt brood over it anymore


results are NOT everyting.. how many times must i tell u this.. y are u always thinking of winning others.. or say y are u always thinking of getting e best? u have to learn to accept mistakes... n failures.. u definitely would not have a perfect life... i dno wad to say but... u cant do anything about ur results now that e exam is over so wad for torture urself over a small thing like this?


wudao was ok.. tink e stuff are ballet-y.. haha..


didnt go for cls today.. didnt even know wad time it was... nvm muscles aching like hell anyway


i rather c e happy u

results

not really happy with my results.. got back math n bio today.. cant say im really disappointed or wad.. probably deep in my heart something is telling me that i could have done better if i had studied harder.. but another part of me is telling me that e exam is over and i cant do anything about it.. so i just have to learn from my mistakes... just gt a weird feeling inside me.. dno how to describe

getting back e rest of e papers tmr.. actually felt like ponning sch because of that but.. since there is wudao i have no choice but to go right? hahax.. hope wudao will b like e last prac

im really scared.. not bcux i wun get it but... i dno.. i really dno
arghhh

should have gone for ballet today.. ms lees last lesson with us until e 30th.. i kinda regret not going now.. sheesh

y am i regreting my actions time n time again? shouldnt i like think about them carefully before putting them into action? wads wrong with me?

BAD tmr

arghh..came back frm cls..tink im nt wrking properly..aching at e wrong places.. ok..can say im aching everywhr.. really felt e outside of e legs during e penchee stretch but i dun feel my back at all...thats wrong rite.. i mean.. penchee.. spposed to use back muscles one rite.. sigh i dno.. tink i will ache alot tmr when i wake up.. probably cant even climb out of bed.. ahahx... kinda like tt feeling sometimes.. IF im aching at e right areas... feeling alot of calves too.. my calves are already GIGANTIC la.. bet if i continue aching in my calves.. it will continue to grow.. n thats obviously nt a gd thing... g8 tmr.. hopefully.. hmm hopes judy can make it for cls tmr.. cux e rest of them would b having nut rehearsals


bet tmr will b a BAD day...tinking of tt film jux drives me nutx..


dno wad to say but
tink we are super inefficient
hopefully it would turn out right


thanx phoeb for e pressie..
i would read it!
=))

went for cls

went for cls today..aftr so long.. cant say i worked alot.. but i DID stiffen up alot aftr not going for cls for such a long time... n e layers of fats bobbling arnd me.. gahhh.. hopefully tmr will b better... barre was gd but short tho.. acty cls was pretty gd..


in e end didnt go kers hse.. tink our la proj is cursed.. ahh wells.. we shall cheng1 xia4 qu4..


another day of rotting at hm.. gahh... wonder if tmrs cls would b as gd.. but i doubt.. since its en pointe.. jux cant wrk when wearing tt pair of pointes.. I WANT NEW POINTES

waiting

waiting for xh to call so tt we can set off for ker's hse.. to edit la.. loads more.. deadline reaching real soon... actually to say...we exceeded e deadline for a long time already...

bored

shall go for ballet tonight.. hopefully it would be a gd cls.. hopefully it wont b a free cls.. hopefully everything would go alright.. hopefully i would b able to enjoy myself..

yestrday

times aftr exams seem v gd...ahahx.. better enjoy during these few marking days before e results come out n my mood to be dampened again..




had wudao ystrday... jibengong was good... woke up this morning unable to move my legs... ahhax..cooll love that feeling




unfortunate
hope u r alright
thanks so much




guess it was no biggie
i was too sensitive then
sry




really happy ystrday

finally

FINALLY


exams over!!hahax..v happy bout that la.. for e past few days my life was simply study slp eat study again.. gahh



tmr gt wudao..wonder if thats a gd thing or bad thing...haven dance for ages...nt planning to go back for cls tho.. dun tink i have e time..gahhhh



life is bad...even aftr exams

exams

sheesh shouldnt b here now..shld b mugging away for nxt wks exams...gahhh.. anyway i totally flopped my exams this yr n i cant b bothered... theres sthg seriously wrong with me.. ppl come into a hardwrking cls and change for the better.. being influenced by the hardwrking pple.. but tink its e opposite for me.. becoming frm bad to worse... i need counselling seriously



feel like closing this blog down... no privacy to write down how i feel anymore

mugg

all e best for eoys.. i wont b suprised if i drop dead even before the exam actually starts...


5 more days to doom