wahh

wahh..in sch com lab now during some lame surveys... hahax... so cool our tcher let us do anything we want aftr e survey... hee.. lemme c.. had com meeting yestrday... kinda sian but quite productive la acty..



decided to go for ballet today.. hopefully i will b able to wrk...



-no matter how far u have gone on the wrong road, turn back-

not again

sighx.. not again.. im losing it all.. i haven been for cls e whole wk n i am not planning to.. sighx.. im losing interest seriously.. i agree with u deb n belle... i feel like stopping... haix.. major exams coming... just wanna wish all those out there taking it gd luck! u can do it yupx..



stress of EOYs coming.. this yr i can really feel e stress... oh manx.. still gt 3 tests nxt wk.. n my wkend is gone.. gahh.. shldnt have agreed to it in e 1st place

discouraged

wanted to blog last nite..but was toking on phone so decided to go offline..



was slacking the whole of yesterday...slpt for more than 13 hrs... dno y so slpy oso.. went for choir concert on fri.. its nice lehh... ahahx.. mamamia is nice!!heee



went for ballet yestrday oso ok... so proud of myself for going.. but in e end only v few pple went cux e eles went to tamp for e pianist... den did set wrk.. gahh.. but arghhh.. its discouraging manx.. but i dun give a damn... anyway im nt taking exam this yr.. ok.. i dun even know if i ever want to take THAT exam... eeekk...

im sorry

if u happen to pass my blog.. i just have a word for u.. sorry.. it wasnt that i wanted to blame u or say misunderstand u... but its because.. the friendship we have developed over the yrs made me care for u.. if we dun care we wun b even bothered if u eat or not... if u leave us or not.. but we DO care.. n to tell u frankly i nv had a friend like u.. e five of us.. inseparable.. we confine in one another.. u were there for me when i needed some 1 to tok to e most... but.. i dno if i was ever there for u.. im sry... no matter wad u decide.. u have my best wishes.. love u...forever..


friendship problems are driving me nuts...
heart filled with emotions
stressed-
if only this problem bout u can be solved..

dying

it is as though im being muffled by a piece of clothe..
cant breathe properly...
sinking heart...
unsure of reason

i worked

went to carnival at marina today for some NE thing... thot it was going to be boring at 1st but when i went there...realised that it was quite cool aftr all... we played zhou1 ji2 mi4 ma3 on the bus n i still owe them a forfeit..shucks.. hahax.. ya.. den we walked arnd n tried e shooting... i was kinda blur but managed to shoot in e end la..ahahx.. kinda smelly tho e gas let out of e gun.. den we also sat e fire engine! ahhax..but e only bad thing was that we needed to queue for v long la.. den we went into 1 tanker.. v cooll.. theres a hole where u r spposed to get in... den u will sit on e seat..den pull a handle at e side n e seat will like fall inwards!hahax.. v cool! hee... den me xh bj ame like small kids lidat.. queue up at e tankers to take photos.. hahax..so funny...den i saw EVE!!! oh man! haven seen her for like ages la!! n she lost weight!! wahhh..so shocked to see her!miss her sooo much!!



aftr that met up with phoeb den went for ballet... didnt feel like going at 1st but glad i did la.. really worked today i guess... it has been a long time since ms lee pushed us so hard... hahax.. n im glad.. heee.. im satisfied! for once!



flag day tmr.. hahax... hope we wun b niao-ed by e public... hope it will b fun!


must support 3K CIP too ok...heee

went to kfc this morning to meet for dazu meeting... hahax.. so funny.. all 5 of us.. wuda all late lo.. me n feng sorta came at e same time... darren n huanglin super late.. and jean e best only 1 min late..ahhax.. damn funny.. still told myself i wun b late de.. ya den we went in and discussed bout e stuff laughing half e time n ya.. left aftr 12 lidat lo...



went for ballet today... ms lee's still nt back yet.. but tink i worked.. ok nt really but at least i did sweat... sthg which hadnt happened for e past few lessons la.. hahax.. i seriously cant stand majors manx.. so technical... so difficult.. grades are like WAYY nicer and fun-er manx..



im glad u confided in me... im glad u told me the truth... thanks for trusting me...

slacking

slacking makes me bored too... wasted e whole day doing nthg...sighx..


whole day out tmr...gahhh...

eekk..scary show... but ya.. its over so i shldnt tink much about it


im gonna stay online till 12 tonight...i dun give a damn manx...ahahx.. anyway tmrs a hol... can slp till as late as i want manx..ahahx... no plans to do anything... will b kinda sian tho...acty if there is ballet tmr i would go lo... but gahh public holl...


toking to yanyu n wenlong online just makes me wanna laugh out loud man...ahahx.. jokers.

watching

watching incredible tales now..kinda scary...shall blog again ltr..

tired out

a long day today spent in jurong east helping out in e crestar concert thingy... cant say it was fun nor frustrating.. but gahh..i just cant get along with small kids... they just drive me up the wall... 1 whole tired day... back hm online only to find that im nt e only 1 facing such a busy day... i seriously have no idea wad im blogging abt but ya.. im just bored BORED... i know i could have probably spent a sunday like this finishing up my hw and making sure that i had understood everything e tchers said for e past wk.. but... i just cant b bothered... ohya... n i have yet to thank our dearest chem teacher for telling us that we did VERY badly for our chem test and that there are realli extreme cases in this cls... thanx alot manx... n thanks for reminding us that we did v badly throughout e whole chem period on friday..



tink tmr's national day celebration is just... kinda meaningless... nt e concert part or e assembly part... but e part where we are spposed to grp in twos to make a MASK!! a mask...wahhh... how old are we manx... make a mask for who? for us to wear?



not sure if im exactly looking forward to wudao tmr... e sight of her just make me wonder wad actually happened that made us drift apart... n e only way of striking a conversation between us is either asking her for some steps or talking about some rumours that are obviously untrue... doubt im going for ballet too..gahhh


dno wads e prob with me... total ap-ness

mr lim

a teacher like no other.. helping us to his max when we need him... puts in all his efforts to make us understand a simple math problem... sacrificing his time for us when we miss a certain period of his lesson... explaining like no other teacher does... despite e fact that he's just a relief teacher... i feel-- touched--full of admiration--full of praise-- y mux he go n b replaced by a tcher who thinks he is v gd when he is N-O-T?.. mr lim.. we will miss u.. thanx for all that u have done for us... ur chocolate for us today showed that u still rmbed us... thanx... thanx alot...math lessons without u r really different...



walking out to e bus stop alone especially on a friday realli gives me time to reflect on myself sometimes... bathing too i realised is a v gd time to think about some things... life is difficult yes... but we have to learn to overcome this barrier and carry on... many do not wish to study and thinks that evryting we do in sch is jux a waste of time... i do not agree... imagine if there is no sch to motivate u to do anything... u could only rot and home and lead a meaningless life... sch is nt jux about marks n grades.. there r many more wonderful things besides that... finding ur true friends... learning how to love and care for each other... that u would not have learnt how to if u were coped at hm all day... stress is gd to a certain extent to make u improve... but too much stress is nt gd... theres no use having such high expectations on urself knowing that it is v difficult for urself to achieve...jux do wad u can.. n b proud of it cux u know that u have done ur best! di this is for u... n for me.. thanx for being there...i realli appreciate it...

another day

sch was as usual la... but im so proud of myself...managed to slp b4 1030 last night because of chem test today... so when i woke up in e morning i was pretty much awake for sch la...ahahx.. sthg very rare...chem test suck man... time was nt enuff... but did all i could la.. jux glad that its over...

day aftr day i have been telling my parents... eh tink i tmr den go for ballet... at this rate... the tmrs will go on n on and i will nv actually go for cls la...haix.. this is nt productive at all manx... feel kinda like stopping but dno la...still hav adv found to complete tho i dun feel like taking it anymore la..

geog role play tmr... gahh.. will lose all my face manx.. tink it would b better if all of us wear masks...ahahx..

sch

a damn tired day in sch.. tink i can officially say -i will fail- to e chem test on wed already... i dun even need to sit for it to say that manx... haix.. summore im planning to go for ballet tmr.. since i already promised lyn i will go...life suck manx..everything is getting complicated...

wudao today was tiring as usual... e drilling was kinda cooll.. jm is right.. we are drifting apart.. dun know e cause tho.. i wish i knew... so i could mend up e hole that is right now getting bigger n bigger... y cant e friendship last? we were so clse last yr... n e yr b4... n i thot this yr n e nxt too...

i wun fall into e trap... BGR... im far from it