pigging out

wahahx..just went pigging out at pongol restaurant jux now...ahahx.. e food was damn nice...esp e chilli crab! ahahx.. who cares bout e fats gained ya.. nthg much happened today... planned to do some of my hol hw but in e end...unsuccessful... ya.. who would acty wanna do hol hw when u can slack? hahax.. i know tis is nt e right attitude... esp when i'll b getting more busy... hahax...but for e time being... its ok to slack la..

passing down yesterday...ahahx.. e caps we got for e seniors were damn nice!! with e word dance on it...wahhh..i wan one too!! ahahx...yupx... glad we finished making all e presents n glad that e seniors liked e pressies!! yay... wasnt expecting anything actually... sighx...will miss u guys ya... jiayoux for your o's... wudao...cs rawks foreva...

i love you alll

bad feeling

i have a bad feeling bout many things... am i just being paranoid or wad... physics test today.. had a bad feeling that im gonna flunk it..n i did... ballet aftr sch... was dreading it... received wudao msg on returning costume tmr... scared i forget... on going to sch on sat...even worse... im nt prepared for anything... frankly... not for e sec4s leaving... nt for e fact that... --------... it is obvious... we will surely separate aftr that...

i noe that our feelings are up to us to control...whether we are happy or sad over a certain thing...but currently... i dun noe wad im feeling... yes...happy that hols are coming... but sad when...gahhhx... i dno... i dun even know why im feeling so down... nt pms ok... jux... dun noe... e idea that i have lost interest in dance... is bringing me down... i dun seem to have e passion i used to have in e past...u can blame it on sch wrkload...e stress... i dno... dun seem to want to go for cls these days..n even if i do go... it will b for e sake of meeting frens?.. gahhx...sthg's wrong with my life...its going upside down... and its bcux of stress... n e thing that i feel v bad bout in sch these dayx...is that i keep gossiping bout others...i noe its nt gd.. but...i cant seem to stop once i have started... gahhhx...



I WANT THE OLD ME BACK!!!

big walk

wahh..woke up at 530 this morn because of big walk...ahahx..walked n danced 10km..we pro ritex..ahahx..tink it was damn cool..gd way of losing fats ya...ahahx..

glad that big walk and qing chun are over ... the main events that really tied me up e past 2 weeks...hope i will b more free e nxt wk n be able to go for more clses... gahhx..but physics test... sighx.. hope i can do well too..i really need those clses manx... haven done ballet...as in classical work for so long already...sighx...fats are seriously occupying most of my body mass manx.. this cant carry on...sooner or later... 99.5% of my body mass will b made up of fats...n that will be disastrous...gahhx...hate fats..e idea of getting fatter is driving me nutx...

qing chun yestrday totally rocked man...cant forget e dances we did...n how e concert brought us closer together...thats e gd thing bout concerts...tho a lot of hard work need to b put in...but its all worth it rite...nxt yr kalei...cant wait....



i wonder whats e decision... im nt ready for any set backs now... i need more time...pls...

pissed

gahhx...im so darn pissed manx... wad e hell.. getting angry with us jux because of jux a small thing...jux because we didnt say yay... jux because we didnt make ourselves seem so enthu in front of the other gals... wad e.. i haven been for cls for so long n yet when i return... wad i face is some bullshit... daoing us jux because we didnt say yay.. wad rubbish is this... wad do you expect us to do...scream our lungs out... sing grease lightning on e top of our voices...im so freaking pissed man... n its not only us who didnt shout... so y onli get angry at us? wad sorta unfairness is this manx...using us...gahhx..but who cares ya...lets see who wins in e end... blehx..


gahhx...feeling so damn pissed at everyting now...all thankx to some1...

wad e..

quite lazy to blog these days probably due to the heavy workload of sch... as usual.. the tests coming n our concert!! sighx... going home at about 6+ everyday these few days... dun even have time for a aftrnoon nap... n looks like i wun b able to go for ballet for some time... sighx.. n with the big walk coming up... guess i will have to miss out on alot of things...

cant wait for the hols to come manx... which is like 9 days away? time seem to pass v fast this yr... i mean ya... its already may! when it feels like sch had jux reopened at e beginning of e yr... seriously... i feel that im still in e slacking mood.. i haven exactly put myself into e serious studying mood which i used to have at lower sec... tink tis is bad rite... tink i better change my attitude in studying... but... e onli problem is... i dun seem to have enough time... come to tink of it...i dun even think i have time for ballet these days... sighx..

read e today newspaper jux now... came across this article on ballerina extraordinaire... its about a french ballerina, Marie- Claude Pietragalla... the 2nd most prominent french ballerina aftr Sylvie Guillem...but she was forced to resign as the artistic director of Ballet National de Marseille last yr aftr dancers threatened to go on strike citing her tyranny ... she's at sdt now... helping in e choreography of dancers for e spore art fest... i haven realli seen any dances by her.. but wad i admire most is her attitude.. her passion for dance... being 42, her first love is still and will always be dance... yupx! that's e real attitude of dancers... e reason why dancers are great... because of their passion.. no matter wad obstacles they may face that forces them to leave dance... this is wad a real dancer is ! one with nt jux technique n standard...but one who has great passion for dance...one who cant live w/o dance...whEeeeee

yay

ahahx..im a good girl today... didnt stuff myself with much food... went for ballet [ tho we didnt do much]... and i did a good job! ahahx...by helping a old lady! ahahx

nthg much happened today actually... HAPPY BDAE ZHIYING! ahahax... chem gt back chem test... gahhx... den geog presented our poster... kept laughing tho...cus e guys kept making funny comments...bio listened to e presentations..ahahx..pretty cool la...den aftr recess...dear mr ng switched periods with ms chia so we had 4 periods of math..cool huh... 4 periods means 2 hrs 20 mins...wow...wonder how i survived that... then aftr sch siao didnt come...so could leave early..ahahx..

went for ballet... but was quite slack today... did barre till develope n tombe...then ms lee went out n we stopped dancing n sat down n tok...wahhh...i realised i gained lots of weight! arghhh..hate e feeling of fats blocking my way when stretching...grrr...better go for more clses to lose this amt of fats man...

tmr mux go to wan3 qing2 yuan2...wad e ... i'll b late for cls la...gahhx... this is rubbish manx

u suck

you suck
glad you know it
u are pissing all of us off..
stop being like this
stop influencing jobina

back

wahahax..back from camp finally... ahahx... quite fun la... not as bad as what i expected...think i put on weight lo...gahhx.. thought that by going for camp could lose some weight that i gained but in e end... gained...gahhx.. kept going to the dining area to get more biscuits... the biscuits were really nice... hahax.. so nt really my fault la... kumar's v nice! ahahx... kept cracking lame jks with us...ahahx...

-Garang Cheer-
left pole right pole
build up the tent pole
left pole right pole
ayoh ayoh
here we go again
same old thing again
we are the garang
mighty mighty garang!
who are we?
Garang!
Where we're from?
Dunman High!

Who you wanna be ah?
Garang warriors!
What you wanna be ah?
Number 1!
How far?
All the way!
Half way?
No way!
Any sweat?
No sweat!
Chicken feet
Haha!
Underwear wet wet
dun believe come and check
check already dun regret
Gooooo...
Garang!



-Twinkle Star[campfire item]
twinkle twinkle on torch light
now i wonder why so bright
up above my head so bright
like a fire disco light
suddenly my head alight*BOOM*
next time dun play with torch light


ahahahx... quite cool la actually... jux missed ballet...n gained weight... gahhx

food

gahhx.. have been bingeing myself with food lately... this has to stop manx... sighx..


level camp on wed to fri... sianx man...dreading it like hell... just hope it will be fun... means i have to go for ballet tmr.. c 1st i guess... bleagh



gahhhhh!!!!!!!