stress

has any1 died of stress b4?? i seriously wanna find out manx... just hope i wont b e 1st


wahhh...jux finding some time to update this blog...haix...super busy manx...haix...im seriously gonna die of stress some day...i won't b surprised if i wake up one day only to find that all my hair had turned white...wow...that will b cool huh...

went 4 245 n 615 cls yesterday...ya...tho busy but ahahx...still dance la...if i hadnt gone for e 245 cls i would probably be not so stressed...grr...but nvm...it was a good cls..enjoyed it..esp e 615 1...ahahx..didnt go en pointe so was so much nicer!!hahahx..yupx...slpt at like 1+ yesterday trying to finish my hW...so crap...but still cant finish...so had to pia...haven finish yet lo...better go..haix...

they say stress is good for you...but i doubt it...like duh..

sch...ballet

hmmm...getting real sick of blogging...cant find the time...sch's damn tiring manx...hate mondays...aftr sch...wudao till 6 lidat...rush 4 ballet...super late...get scolded...how...haix...not my fault wad...guess i hav to leave early...but sure will get scolding from wls 1...like i hav a choice lidat...haix...sighx....how not to be stressed...how not to be unsure of wad to do...y r things always so hard for me?...





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joy came 2 find me 1st ting in e morning when i reached sch 2dae...ahahx..go find jm n give her her present!!!hahax..ya...a box of winnie e pooh chocs n .....wheee.....sthg else damn nice de right!!...ahahx...pointes!!!!wahhh...of course miniature ones la...hahax..dun hav the money to buy real ones...hope u like it!!!hahax...yupx...happy bdae gal!!!hahx...den recess we also went down for 2f`04 recess...so fun...but...the cls separated very fast aftr e celebration...nvm la...ya...we sang bdae song n treated her with....a bao1...-_-...ahahx..ya...no cake la..so jux bought sthg from e canteen lo...ahahx...den chose mortals 4 2f angel mortal...ahahx..ok la...me mortal quite nice 1...yupx...
3 periods of math 2dae...doing functions...so damn confusing n sian...i mean ya...with a tcher like this how not to get sian...i really pei4 fu2 those that actually say his lessons r interesting...geog was ok...but didnt know anything about the discussion project thingy until when mrs bok said it...-- didnt tell us anyting lo...jux anyhow fen1 pei4 e groups...but nvm la...at least im nt with some stranger...ya...
tmr...nthg much to look forward to...wanted to go 4 g7 ballet at 1st...to condemn myself...(like i did anything wrong)...ya...but sch finish at like 430,5 lidat... so late...i needa study also wad...nvm la...at most sat go 4 more clses lo....hmmm...think i realli hav to work...yes...shalll put e past behind me n work...no matter whether im being dao-ed or nt...yup...this is e right attitude...right?

there goes my hol...

haix..so many projs nowadays..so stressful..really miss sec 2 life..when i even have the time to sit on e sofa n read a book for 1 hr +..nt like now...as though the time in a day is insufficient to allow you to complete everything u wish to do...gahhx..so crap manx..luckily tmr's a hol...give us some time to complete e projs n tons of hw..its only like e beginning of e year..nt even cny has passed...n yet...dey give us so much work...tink im probably going to die even before yr 6..due to stress...blehx..wadeva....hav 2 go 2 oxy's house tmr...chem n geog proj..chem's due nxt wk..geog wk aftr nxt..aftr dat still gt another chem...physics mini assignment n we hav to plot n film a film...oh manx...n a math is so damn hard..cant get e ting bout sets..nxt chapt functions...probably even worse...

tok bout today..pe 1st..played bball..super tiring..but quite fun la..ahahx..den had bio and 3 periods of lang arts...plotting e film..changed e plot again..ahahx..tink it will b v hard to do lehx...but no choice la..den double math n bsp..learn bout some china history crap..gahhx...cant stand lu burger...dno how 2 say..act cool...act interesting...act funny...wadeva la...
left sch early tho thot that needa stay back to discuss some things...wenta find nini but she left wif her fren already lo..so walked out alone..hahx..luckily becca came..wahhh..long time no tok 2 her manx..ahahx..stiu e same old person la..duh la..ahahx..toked 4 a while b4 e bus came...reached home n wanted to do some of my math so that i need nt do them over e hols...but haix...being e lazy me...read some lame bk n fell aslp...slpt till like 420 lidat...spposed to meet lyn at 450..but was late..oopx..ahahx...sry lyn!ya..den ms lee was late oso lo..ahahx..did a2 barre n g8 centre...tiring la...but tink we r quite slow in learning e work..its like aftr so long...we stiu hav so many more dances to learn...hmmx..hope it will b ok...
cant get my demi pointe up...any trick to make it better? MUST tell kx..ahahx...this blog is getting isolated manx...nvm...shall jux blog 4 fun...gtg

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we dance because we wanna dance...not because we don't wanna study

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nt much time to blog these days cux of sch...its really getting stressful manx...booo...lessons officially started this wk and there r so many projs!!!ahhhhh...sighx..lemme c

had triple sci both 2dae n yestrday...ok la..lab lessons too...chem prac quite fun...physics ok..bio prac suck!!had to look at cells using e microscope..cheek cells hydrilla leaf cell n onion epidermis cell..damn hard 2 look thru e microscpe...n e onion...had to peel out e super thin layer of purple skin n it took damn long...when i finally peeled it out...put on glass slide...place transparent sheet over...e whole thing gt smashed together...as in rolled up...damn crap...all my efforts wasted...n nt like my lab partner was of any help la...all oxy's fault...left me all alone...booo...ahhax...jk...5 periods of sau aftr lunch...ahahx...3 hrs + can...walao...but ok la...shes damn n funny..ahahx..+ e guys in cls damn crap summore la...ahahx..so was ok lo..ahahx..yupx...
pe tmr...wahhh...ahahx...warm up is horrible..run 2 rounds..den form a circle do funny stuff...ahhax..ya...but playing frisbee these days...hahax..fun!!!onli when siva starts suaning us when we cnt catch e frisbee la...ahahx...at least better than vball la...
aching terribly these 2 dayx...ahahx..tink cux of ballet on mon...gd cls...aching almost everywhr lo...esp back of legs...wahhh....hope tmr will b ok ....whee...

damn...3 periods of lang n bsp tmr...

came back 4rm ballet...tink it was quite a gd cls...did g8 barre n centre...ahax..finally did barre..quite few exercises onli la...compared to g7...ahahx..yupx...
sch was supet sianx 2dae...ahahx..bsp 1st period...lu hanlin canx..walao..get him 4 last yr liaox..den dis yr again...luckily 1 term onli...if nt i die liaox..den mpp..some parliament ting...e gepers general knowledge damn gd man....super sianx la..den chem..cux SCs away mar..so couldnt do anyting...super bored again...aftr recess hcl...wu3 song1 da3 hu3...total crap manx....almost fell aslp wen reading..ahahx..den sch dismissed!hahax..so early ritex..den can go hm..so shuang..lalala

wa lao...super pissed off by my bro...damn la..no mood to type anymore...cya

sch

sch has reopened 4 bout 3 dayx already
quite alot had happened...
lemme c

mon
went into cls but didnt noe anyone so jux sat at an empty seat...den oxy came n sat beside me n ya...made frens...nthg much happened la...den mr ken came in...he's our form la...den wanted 2 choose cls com...no 1 volunteered..cls super quiet lo...ahahx..den in e end he had 2 spin a pen to choose who 2 b wad...luckily nv get..ahahx
den went for ballet on dat day...reached dere..saw no 1 cux ms lee came already n dey were all inside...luckily adabelle came out if nt i wouldnt noe dey were inside...did g8 wrk but found it v tiring...tink me stamina worsened...gahhx...den had grping lorx...im wif...iris eve natt..den belle lyn phoe n deb in e other grp...boo...aftr so many yrs wif deb we r separated like only tis yr..so i become yellow lo..prefer to b white lehx..but nvm la..tings need to change...ahahx..ya..den e last grp amanda hilary n ivy...hope will do well leh dis yr...to thank her...haix

tues
nthg much la..e chers came in lo..den aftr recess i pon liaox..cux needa go prepare for cca perfmance ltr in e aftrnoon...ahahx..everyting was quite ok la...hope we'll b able to get lotsa pple 2 join..ahahx.

wed
lessons havent officially started yet..unlike those in e main stream...tink we v slack leh...ahhax..but feel kinda stressed already...yupx...like wad zy said lo..tchers came in n toked again..ahhahx..tink e pple in me cls ok la..nice!!esp e main streams..ahahx..no offence...toked quite alot 2 dem...ahha..had 1st lesson of lang arts...study dno wad film studies...mr ken v funny la..ahhax..den watched e olden type of movies..interesting is interesting la..but u noe pple like me...absolute zero interest in eng lit 1..ahahx..yupx..almost fell aslp lo...ahhax..in avt summore wad..gt aircon lehx...den so suay...everytime wen tcher see cls list wanna call pple answer qn..i always kana 1..ahahx...disadvantage of having christian name..ahah..but its ok la...

ballet tmr...3 sciences tmr...