result....bleahX sch...

haix..
hate sch manx...
results dropping like hell now
term 4 already
its supposed 2 b improving now
yea...
i noe
i have no 1 2 blame but myself
keep telling myself to study harder
but i juz cant do it...
everytime when i look at e com
i wud cum online
n would spend a long time here
chatting
blogs n stuff
when i c my bed
i wud juz lie on e bed n eventually fall asleep
haix
n once i slp
i wud slp 4 hours
tis is total crap
e finals r like in 7 days
if i dun buck up
i can jolly well go n die
sighz...
stressed....
tink i better go offline now...
math test tmr...
realli tink im realli very slack now
every1 else's results r like improving
except mine
sighz...
kz...
gtg
cyaZ

thanx!!!

whEeee!!!
ahhax...
thankew!!!
jeanine n joy!
whEee!
wahhhhhHHh!
i was so touched can!
aftr sch went to bK where i was spposed to meet them...was late tho...cuz of geog...hahax...yea...went dere n dey started behavin weirdly....den nini ask me 2 go order...den i ordered 1 chicken sandwich meal lor...den wen i came back dey had a cake 4 me....den sang bdae song...waHhhhHh..i was so touched can...dunno wad 2 say....thanx a mill!!!!*hugs*...yea...den dey lor...wan me 2 grow fat...force mi 2 eat down all e food...ahahax...bet i gain damn lot of kg...den sum pple wanna go on diet...dun eat...ahahx...yea...den dey gave me tis sling bag...wHEeeee!!so nice!!!pink!!!...ahahx...luv it!!...thanks again!!!...ahahx...yea...den started eating...ahahx..den yea...jeanine studying geog la...yea...say dun wanna eat lor...fako...;)...den joy sho cute....read msg 4rm her fone...den smile smile...ahahx...den can hear ring tone hear until her head oso can move...ahahax...so cute! thanx manx...both of u rock!!!....hahahx...whEeeee...

hahax...
thanx ya...
4 everyting....
*hugs*

ballet 4eva manx..

hahax..
juz came back 4rm cls..
grt cls manx...
luv it!
pointe free again..
cudnt get e exercises tho...
ahahx..
but enjoyed it!
luckily i didnt get any new blisters
oh man
deb's blister was like so bloody
omG..

nZ pple r cumin!!
tink they r arrivinn tmr if im nt wrong
whEe!
attending cls wif dem on wed!
cant wait 2 c yana n e rest of dem
ahahx
yea...
but juz worried dat it may affect mi geog test
ltr i dun study den jiu die liaox..
ahahx..

shall upload sum fotos again too..
whEee...

some day in sch

haven blogged 4 ages...
gonna tok bout 2dae
hIaz..
geog...
was quite ok la...
cuz we were goin thru some mindmap tingy
so nt so boring lorz...
den pe
den eng
tink eng was total crap la..
tis ting bout argumentative essays
wad e hell
as if all of us r goin 2 b lawyers nxt time or sumting
den maths so sueh
kana called by mr hia 2 answer qn...
lucky he nv scold me or wad la..
ahahz...
ya
den chi prepared 4 e test aftr sch lor...
den music
presented our item like finally wif jm..
super paiseh canz..
anyhow do la...
den zm becca dey all say i v bao shou...
ahhax...
den cme
wasnt listening to mr tan at all lor..
was like pia-ing 4 chi test...
super scared den lor..
den chi test
it was super hard can
like when i looked at e 1st qn
den was like
wad e hell
nv even c e word b4 1 lor...
den 2nd qn at least i noe..
den 3rd qn till bout 7th or 8th qn
i was like huh...
all nv hear b4 1...
den i was like startin 2 panic
10 qns i onli noe like 3 or 4...
oh manx..
im dead lo...
den 4 e complete e sentence dat part
den my brain was like blocked
perpetually blocked
i couldnt tink of anyting at all
took so long dere
haix
dun wanna tok bout it anymore
tests sux
sch sux more...

ballet was fun 2dae!
whEe!
pointe free cls..
tink e exercises were all nice
tho cudnt do some
den e curtain open lor..
wa lao
super paiseh lor...
ahahz..
cant piroute on pointe
firstly
my ankle is weak and sickled
secondly
i dont dare
haix
mux stay positive ya
try hard!!
ahahx
dance rox manx..

end-of-years cumin..
like 14 days left
oh man
i realli tink im becoming super slack now
haix
shld buck up man...
results realli dropping
haix
y muz dere b exams man..
to determine 1's standard?..
dat may b a point man
but
the gov shld probably like care bout e amt of stress we r getting
n how buzi we r..
sighz..
stressed.....

optimistic

tink i shld learn 2 b more optimistic dis days
haiz

kz neway
argh!!!!
sch gonna reopen!!!
total crapz manx...
haven finish me hW yet
haven study test yet...
wad e hell manz..
realli tink sch is pointless lorz...
if e gov or wadeva
wants to make us know bout e tings arnd us or sthg
mayb dey shld do sthg like online sch
so dat we can stiu stay at hm ..
ok wadeva..
sch sux...
n dats a fact manx...

wad sort of hol is tis lor...
1 wk's already bad enuf...
had to go back to sch 4 like 3 or 4 days in e hol..
so dat means i onli had like wad
3 or 4 days hol la...
wad e hell..
give us longer time la...
wanna give hol jiu give long hol la...
1 wk hol...
aiya...
if b optimistic horz...
den nt bad la..
at least better den having sch....

im realli crapping manx...
haix...
tmr gt open hse...
den aftr dat goin hilary's hse 4 elaine's farewell..
boOOOO....

ok la..
gtg
cls was fun 2dae neway
ahhaaz....
*winkx*

attitude lines simply rock man... 

rhythmic gym!! 

pics

been posting lots of pics..
ahahz...
luv it
ballet is juz so nice!
so is gym!















i noe im nt born a dancer
i have nthg
no nice feet
no flexibility
nothing
i NOE!!!!
stop comparing me wif her!!!!!!!

so nice can! wow!!!! hahaz..dun mind me...juz luv these pics! 

wow! look at tis manx..so super cool can... 

luV tis foto!!! 

all over!!

yay!!!
yay!!!
yay!!!
its all over!!!
whEeeeee!!!
yay!!!
ahahaz..
im super happy dat its all over!!!
unless i fail
dats it...
haiz
juz hope i wun ya...
but 4 now!!!
i m happi!!!!!
whEEeee!!
its over!!!
aftr so many mths of ele wrk
e exam's finally over!!!
yup
its ok la...
but thot dat my pointe is no gd
compared to e others
ok ..
as expected la...
of cos deir pointe better den mine la...
my feet is total shit
no arch anyting
but dun fail can liaoz...
pass by 1 mark 4 everyting oso can liaoz...
as long as i pass...
*prays hard*

thanx adabelle n lynette...
4 goin dere 2 give us support!
thanx!!!
ahahaz...
wish u all luck 2 ya...
juz dance ur heart out
dance like u've never danced b4!!
ahahaz
eles...
we can all do it!!!

-my passion 4 dance will never die-

-i wanna dance till i drop-

-i juz wanna......dance-

HoPeLeSs...

haiz
really v scared 2 fail
my feet is realli like
totally pathetic
wa lao can
not even some shape
haiz
if onli i had nice feet
my pointe work is gonna fail lorz..
i noe...
haiz
my turn out totally suck too
nt exaggerating lorz..
sighz...
cant wait 4 e exam to be over
yet
im afraid dat i hav to take it again
but
nvm la..
like wad lynette said
as long as e passion 4 dance is stiu dere
its ok 2 fail
at most retake lorz..
yup..
dis shld b wad i shld b tinkin
its nt e end of e world if i fail
i can retake rite
n score better
hmmx....
but...
haiz
i guess
im stiu scared 2 fail..
sighz...

is dere a free enchament section?
tink so ritez
but ms lee like
haven done anyting bout tis yet
haiz
my brain is super slow lorz...
real scared...
wish i had everyting needed to dance
e perfect body
perfect legs
perfect feet
sharp n clear mind
haiz...
life isnt fair....