2dae...
ok la...
nthg much..
running 2.4 on 8th...
but got kaleidoscope rehersal..
so surely goin 2 kana from tan again lorz...
wad e hell
den physics test...
quite hard lorz..
esp e structured dat part...
wa kao...
application de...
tink like hell...
den cme..
mr tan go say mi n jm lor...
wa lao...
so paiseh..
i was sitting properly lorz...
nv even qiao4 jiao3...
ahaahz...
wadeva
wudao...
fun...
but damn tiring

read her blog
cant b bothered le....
jm jeanine...
luv u 2 4eva n eva!!

becca...
neway...
if u happen 2 read...
juz cheer up!!
i'll b here 4 u!!

ballet...
free pointe class..
wa lao...
my pointe sux manz...
no shape at all lorz...
my foot...
like 1 piece of cardboard put at my leg lidat...
wa lao
my technique sux man...
wad e hell...
juz hope i can pass ele...
i'll b damn happy if i realli can...
woohooo...

ballet rox...............
gonna miss it 4 2 wkz...
no lesson cuz others got mid yrs.....
haiz....
life without ballet sux............
haiz

haiz...
sianz.........

wa lao
2dae sppose 2 b 2.4
den abit of drizzle dun let us run
den e 2nd batch got run...
so is onli we all nv run lor...
den when e 2nd batch running oso rain
den dey oso allow wad
wads e prob manz...
dun let us run
so now delay again lor...
wad e hell
if 2dae got run den everiting will finish already
haiz...

wudao was ok ..
found dat quite a lot of tings change
cuz mon i nv go
e new part damn chim
den dat jeanine so bian tai
her leg kick until so high

hmmx....
are we ok anot
juz now when walkin 2 ecp we r like so gd lidat
as if nthg had happened
den when we return 2 sch
she stopped toking 2 us again
wad's her prob
wa lao.....

didnt go 4 ballet 2dae
haiz............................................
sort of wish i did

today normal lor...as usual boring la...den sci...dunno wad's ms seahs freakin prob lor...den is like she get so pissed wif our class...wa laoz...over some lame tings...den say wad...dun let us hav IT lesson animore...wadeva lorz...wad e hell...
ehehz...den got ballet....2dae class quite short la...cuz ms lee got e time wrong....tmr start ele le...i scared...i scared ms lee dun lemme take lorz..hmmx...juz hope im not so sueh ba...guess i realli wanna take...if i dun take tis yr..den i'll b slower den e rest of e class le lorz...dun wan....yea...den mi aching all over now lorz...esp. back...damn pain...but i stiu can do e legs stretch out den body vertical dat back ex lorz...haiz...

wa lao...
she realli damn ap...
wads her prob manz...
used 2 b so close 2 her
but i realli cnt stand her now
juz now during art
go n say my name so loud
wa laoo
wads her prob manz
realli cnt stand her le

haiz...............................................................................................................................
wonder which friendship can last 4eva................................................................................
juz hope that we 3 wun break up ba..............................................................................
luv u 2 so much.......................................................................................................

went back 4 ballet today
1st lesson aftr exam
quite fun
but torture
sweat so damn much
tmr got again
if tis everyday ballet tingy is goin to go on
i surely cnt cope 1 lor..
last yr 4 times a wk already wanna die liaoz
but tink tis is 4 tis wk onli
hope so

shld i take ele?
i wanna take
but v v scared fail
but guess im gonna take neway
unless ms lee pulls mi out

sch was damn sian
chi test sucked
hate it
dunno y but found her damn fan2 today
so sarcas oso
i wanna sit wif hu is my prob manz..
ap ...
cnt stand her liao

sch sux..............................
ballet rox...........................

whEe hoOo....
finally over
cant say i did veri well
hmmm...
finallay over
but im definitely not looking forwards to majors
dun realli like
but may change my mind when i learn the work though

e aud
hmmm...
dunno la...
juz anyhow do la...
play play onli
not even sure if i wanna get in

haiz...

tMr!!!!...
oh gosh...
2day's class was ok...
did as if it was exam...
but like couldnt balance well 2dae...
but still ok la...
juz hope everyting goes ok tmr...
haiz...

thanx adabelle ....
im so touched...
n jeanine...
thanx 4 giving mi continuous support!
luvya 4eva....
n jm too...
b all those dat wished me luck...
thanx!!!!

oh man..................................

3 more days
bOoo...
wish me luck manz...
sighz...
thanx jm 4 encouraging mi

5 daes
oh man
realli gonna die
ivy's grp oso finished
we r e only grp left
haiz
scared
juz hope i dun flunk tis exam
hope 2 pass it well
haiz...

sch....
i realli find her damn irritatin
though she is 1 of e few dat r always wif mi
she realli changed alot
changed 4 e worst
haiz...

5 daes...
hope my luck will improve gradually...

6 more days...
haiz...
adabelle's grp went in 2dae..
ms lee said dey did v well
wow..
now we r more stressed
2dae's class was nice
ivy's grp goin in tmr..
soon will b my turn
oh man..
debrah is so pro
cheryl technique so gd
nat's lines n feet so nice
i realli tink im e worst
i've got no feet
no style
no lines
no technique
no expression...
cant balance on demi-pointe
cant do a proper piroutee
cant do a nice arabasque
cant do grand allegro well
cant click in character...
i m dying soon
muz life b such a torture to me?
i wish my exam had already ended
juz dun noe y i juz seem so nervous tis yr
guess i hav 2 depend more on luck now...
sighz

sch suck too....
lonely
seem so close
but i guess tis wun last
do i realli hav a fren dat can last 4eva
wudao pple ...
mayb...
seem so pissed
dunno y im so left out today

dying soon....
ballet rocks e world....
but
ballet exams drives mi down e grave

nervous
anxious
depressed

arghhh......
7 more days!!
freaking out manz...
sho scared...
dun wan it 2 cum
but cant wait 4 it to be over...
haiz...
dance....

ballet 2dae...
ms yeo played
1st day exam girls prepared..
their second last lesson today...
wish them gd luck...
danced in front of the g6..
quite paiseh but stiu ok...
ms lee nv realli pay attention 2 e rest of us...
but i understand...
hope i can improve more...
den went 2 drink wif deb n adabelle dey all...
den went 4 piano
kor stiu at esplanade selling dunno wad tings..
nv c him 2dae yet..
miss him..
so lonely without him...
haiz...
haven study ting xie yet...
sighz...

danCe.......................................................

bOoOo...mi juz saw e g8s dancin....dey all sho pro 1z...i feel sho zi bei lorz...haiz...their arabasque all sho high n e line sho damn e nice....wa seh...sho gd!!...sho nice lorz....their technique all sho damn gd lorz....i realli damn zi bei.....haiz....
10 more days 2 exam....mi startin 2 freak out liaoz...haiz....tink i'll do v badly tis yr lorz... ms lee say e examiner v technical 1....i die liaoz lorz...my technique ish like extra lan lorz,....haiz...but thanx nini....4 trying 2 cheer mi up!!u r e best!!hehehz....now mi feelin abit better liaoz....but haiz....stiu abit e zi bei...

dance is my life
but im not gd in it
can sum juz give mi sum tips
2 improve myself??
dat will b e best present
any1 can give 2 mi...
haiz...

2dae wudao do e seh seh he hua dance again....ahahaz...sho fun...den after dat lompang nini's car go parkway dere....ahahaz...go wif jm lorz....sho gd ....nini's n jm's ballet exam over liaoz...now onli left mi....bOoOO....next wk e exams start le lorz...sho scared...haiz...

a world of dance....n dance....n dance!!

2dae...hmmm....nthg much larz...onli april fools lorz...yea...den donovan go play alot of tricks lorz....lucky he nv scare mi....if not i will scream like hell le...den sdt call jm dey all le...but i not at home marz...sho i nv receive...hope i stiu can go... late le....gtg..